my so called life

Writer's Block: Duos

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 03:53:03 GMT

Sam and Diane, Ross and Rachel, Chuck and Blair—who is your favorite TV couple?

Ross & Rachel

I'm feeling crappy.

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 18:54:51 GMT

I'm not feeling crappy as in "ill", but I just feel a general sense of dread and unhappiness. I don't know what it's about and I hope it goes away!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 19:40:04 GMT

We got engaged last night, on our 1st anniversary!!!

so, the plan is...

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 17:33:12 GMT

I'm thinking about getting on some kind of meds to make me more likeable, less irritable, hopefully make me lose weight...something that will make me numb...something that will take away all of the stress and unhappiness...I've just been REALLY stressed lately, and everyone's always telling me how mean I am all the time and most of my friends don't talk to me, so obviously something is wrong with me and I see that and I recognize that and I HATE feeling like I'm making other people unhappy, so I'll just change and be totally submissive to everyone so that everyone will like me and I'll work as much as humanly possible (not that I don't do that now lol) so that I can pay off some of my smaller bills (like not car note and rent, but like credit cards) so that'll hopefully take away some of the stress and then once those bills are paid, I can hopefully save up, so that way when I get older (cuz I'm already old) I can be mainly debt free and not have to work constantly...and working all the time will probably make everyone in my life happy cuz I won't be around to make anyone miserable anymore and I won't be around to make any sarcastic comments and hurt people's feelings just by being around...and I won't be able to feel anything cuz I'll be numb...

dreams

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 19:23:13 GMT

I had some crazy ass dreams last night. First off I dream that there's a poisinous snake in my bedroom at my mom's house and me, my mom and Jimmy are all in the hallway, and I have a shovel (cuz I'm big and bad and all) and the snake comes towards me, while I'm trying to smack him with the shovel and right before he bites me, I scream "MOMMA" and wake up....so, I've been up since 3 am thanks to that one, but I fell asleep again around 6 and had a weird dream that I was on a reality tv show about cooking?? (I can't cook AT ALL...so I don't know what that was even about) and to leave, we had to swim in the bayou that I grew up across the street from...and I kissed a girl..I don't remember why, we just kissed once, but I was like WTF!! (don't get too excited jimmy lol)...and I have been sleeping like crappy for the last week, I'm about to get put on Xanax or something so that I can actually pass out sleep and not wake up 1500 times a night due to some crazy f'ed up dream....

blah...

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 20:51:13 GMT

I'm not having a good day today...I don't feel happy in the least, not for any particular reason, I just feel unhappy...and I have to work tonight...and I'm already stressed about money for an event that really isn't even being planned yet, but sorta is...I don't know...whatever...

tired...

Thu, 24 May 2007 15:39:01 GMT

I'm not feeling happy today, not sure what it is, I'm just feeling weird with my life and certain things in my life. I'm just tired, tired of working all the time, tired of feeling like I'm never good enough (no one makes me feel this way really, I just kinda do), just tired. Tired of being scared of getting hurt again and just sitting around waiting for it to happen...tired of not ever having money or the time to take a vacation...a weekend away would be nice, but who can afford that? not me! It's not like I'd get the time off of work to do that anyway...

life

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 16:00:18 GMT

I don't know why I'm wasting my time or his time, it will inevitably turn out all the same...

guys

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 20:49:54 GMT

Ever since me & my boyfriend started dating like in november, he's always wanted to move here to 'be closer to me'...but he's always talked about moving in with me, and I was thinking about it, and you know something, I'm just not ready to shack up 3 months into a fucking relationship...I thought I may have been, but ya know what? I definately know I'm not now...because we talked about it this weekend, he got his hopes up and ya know, I'm sorry for that, but mr. I love you after like 3 weeks of dating said that yesterday (we got in a big fight about it) makes him want to take our relationship slower....well, trying to pressure me into letting you move in with me makes me want to take our relationship slower too...

I think I'm going to be an old maid...it may be lonely but at least I want have to worry about every little thing I do or say....

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 21:39:46 GMT

F U C K, I'M UNHAPPY

love i guess

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 15:29:24 GMT

I hate seeing one certain person, because, even though I miss his stupid ass all the time, after I see him, I miss him even more. I saw him friday, and like since then, all I want to do is see him again, kiss him again, have him hold me again. It was so great. He's all I've wanted for the last 2 years and I still want him more than ever, and I know even though I could still have him, I've learned in the past that he doesn't know how to treat me. I wish he would just be more mature and not treat me so bad. I just wish this feeling would go away. Hopefully it will someday. I haven't said this in a while, but I still love Justin.

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 16:32:24 GMT

Pink
Who Knew

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew

Wed, 03 May 2006 04:31:19 GMT

You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.

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A Slave To BDSM

68%

Sex God

63%

Virgin

43%

A Romantic

35%

How are you in bed
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You scored as Downright Dirty. You are downright dirty. You love to be touched and to touch. You love all sorts of kinky shit and tongue is your specialty. :P

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Downright Dirty

88%

Passive

63%

Tease

50%

Hopeless Romantic

50%

Sweet

25%

Whats your kissing style?
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I HATE EVERYTHING

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 15:47:40 GMT

I HATE THE WORLD, I HATE EVERYONE IN THE WORLD AND I HATE ME...............DON'T ASK QUESTIONS, DON'T TAKE THIS PERSONALLY...JUST ACCEPT IT

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 01:20:11 GMT

You Are A Sometimes Ex

You're sometimes an ex, and sometimes you two are back together
And while your ex may seem like old news right now...
You've got to wonder why you keep getting sucked back in

What Type of Ex Are You?

wow, they must've been reading my mind..geeeeezzzzz

feeling crappy

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:04:39 GMT

so, i went to bourban st. this weekend, and it was ok, but not as fun as everyone has made it out to be... then last night justin (my ex bf) comes over after being away at drill all weekend, and he's all hot and in his army uniform, and we were talking and he got a job alllllll the way in alexandria for 8 months... that's 4 and 1/2 fucking hours away...and we just recently started not dating, but hanging out, i don't even know what it's called and now i'm supposed to give that all up again???!!?!??!!? i'm soooo sad...i don't even know what's going on with us, I know i want to be with him, but i don't know if he wants to be with m, but what does it even matter if he'll be 4 & 1/2 FUCKING hours away............i haven't said this in a while, but i love justin

yea right..haha

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 15:35:23 GMT

You'll Find Love Where You Least Expect It

You're the type most likely to find love... surprised?
You shouldn't be! You're a fun, independent woman who is always out and about.
And you're smart to sometimes leave your girlfriends behind and go it alone.
Men love to approach you when you're out by yourself - including Mr. Perfect!

Where Will You Find Love?

ho ho ho, merrrrrrrrrrrry christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 05:01:42 GMT

Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With Little Wrapped Presents

You've made Santa a very happy fellow this year.
Don't worry - what happens at the North Pole stays at the North Pole!

What Will Be In Your Christmas Stocking?

bllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 00:49:18 GMT

Nickelback
Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

One my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us

Give anything but I wont give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

hehe

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 11:55:11 GMT

so, it turns out i'm a slut, however, you would think I'd be having more sex...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

You scored as Slut.

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Slut

63%

Goth

56%

Athletic Tomboy

31%

Nerdy Girl

19%

Preppy Girl

19%

Popular Bitch

19%

Hippy

Loser

What type of girl are you?!!
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drunkeness

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 03:15:09 GMT

My chemical romance..the ghost of you

I never said I'd lie and wait forever.
If I died we'd be together.
I cant always just forget her.
But she could try.
At the end of the world or the last thing i see.
You are never coming home.

Could I? Should I? And all the things that you never ever told me.
And all the smiles that are ever ever. ever.
Get the feeling that you're never.
All alone and I remember now.
At the top of my lungs in my arms. She dies.
She dies.
At the end of the world. Or the last thing i see.
You are never coming home.
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me.
And all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me.
If i fall down.

quizzes

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 20:40:32 GMT

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

time off due to hurricane katrina

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 18:48:13 GMT

well, i've been off of work for like a week now due to hurricane katrina demolishing new orleans and the surrounding areas...so, i'm taking quizzes and such..enjoy

You Failed the US Citizenship Test

Oops, you only got 4 out of 10 right!

Could You Pass the US Citizenship Test?

dude...i feel so stupid...*hangs head in shame*

Your Fortune Is

Cow with no legs, ground beef.

The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator

Your Band Name Is

The Furry Goldfish

Band Name Generator

You Are Likely an Only Child

At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated.
At work and school, you do best when you're organizing.
When you love someone, you tend to worry about them.

In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic.
Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management.
You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books.

The Birth Order Predictor

You Are a Margarita

You aren't just the life of the party, you are the party!
You mix a good drink, bust out some great music, and know how to get down.

What Mixed Drink Are You?

crappppppp

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 13:02:20 GMT

Mudvayne-Happy

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure centerizing
My life overturned
But there than despare
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone

Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY

Are you
HAPPY

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me out again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost here with nothing

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost here with nothing?

stuff

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 18:24:18 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	eternal

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How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say	With me, you'll never be lost.
Your eyes say	I can't dream anyone more beautiful.
Your hugs say	This is where you are meant to be.
Your kisses say	I am addicted to you.
Your body says	I want to wake up beside you.
Your heart says	Je t'aime.

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Does He/She Really Love You? by selfreflection
Your name:
His/Her name:
Your answer...	Sometimes.

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